A recollection of these few months (first view of the semester)

I have not been able to fully try adult life by my own, but recently that is all what I hear everywhere. On this entry or more like a lately though I will get out all my fears and consumed ideas that hold me back and not let me sleep at night.

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I remember when I was just to get to High School, it was winter of 2014. Something like that. And I feel a really sad and even scary about the idea of being an adult. And more that being an adult the idea of not having fun and let some of my friends go sucks. If I could say something to myself back then i would probably just say that nothing changes that quickly and sometimes it gets even more fun. It’s not like being an adult means having breakfast whenever you like.

Currently I find myself studying kind of new major. I would describe it as the easiest of the hardest carrees or jobs, nowadays. Because you can hate it even if it gets a little bit hard. And at this phase of my life all goes around it. And it should not be like that. Should be more like what I want to achieve in life and not end up like another number for large statistics or be conform with it.

Find out in what you are good on is no good anymore. Do what you want is what they say now, and if you are passionate about it the knowledge will come around.

I have a lot of passions and hobbies, and I am not like super good in any of them. I use to worry about this. And that is why I decided to study software engineering because is very specific. I realized that even on software there are a lot of things you can divide it and even specialize. That is why i do not worry about that anymore.

And here are the latest toughts or facts that me and my mid have cameup with:

• Most of the online classes sucks or are not suited for it.
• All I wear everyday are shorts.
• I run out of content to watch. please send nudes. I mean suggestions.
• Twitter is my favorite social network.
• If I got luck in the next few days maybe I will get the job that I apply and I was interviewed. But maybe quarantine could affect that.