Deadline Chapter 11?, or just another thought

The other day at was laying on my home, like the past 20 days or so. Simply this routine and the combination of staying in here everyday makes it like a loop for each day wasted. Seems depressing but I run out of ideas. And more than anything , run out of series and good movies or any multimedia entertainment content. Repeat every hobby of our own until you get really bored each day, after having breakfast almost at noon because last night you cold not sleep well until you finished your depressing laps and hysteria moment. And mainly because your neighbors are really loudly and don’t give a fuck if you need to sleep. Maybe they are not so bad and you just don’t like sleep that much. I’m really a nervous and active person.

It is funny how some radical event like the one we are living can make us change us all. I was just reading that many people or activist are doing massive events online and more specific livestreaming. But sometimes they just like to get their thoughts out and say whatever they thing because, what else do they are going to do right?. One of my favorite movie directors. David Lynch, if you do not know him I will add some good movies of him at the bottom. Says that he can see the world very different know, and could probably predict that the world would be more kind and religious in a way. I can see that happening. More because as a director he tries to recreate or represent life into the screen, to adapt an abstract form of his feelings and inspirations into massive groups of people. In other words he is an artist.

Many things can change your thinking. A loss for example. A close loss would be the perfect and even the cliché example of it. But every time that we do as we perceive as change of us it just can be resumed as the reaching of our true selves. As an confirm case or really a personal thought I can say that most of my essence I do not recall how I used to be. Funny and a bit creepy.

Some of my favorite movies here (not all from Lynch):